holidaes veri de sianzz .. haiz .. when we go tuhh sch we want tuhh habb break .. when holidaes we wanna go back sch .. y can't there be perfectionn .. =( holidaes at home also dunchh noe do wadd .. den also cannot alwaes go out .. go out le also dunchh noe where to go .. also dunchh noe who tuhh go wif .. haiz .. y ish it so boring .. yesterdae go back sch for prefect .. den ii thought xuan qi dunchh lyke miee .. is just muhh feeling nia .. but den just now chat wif her on msn .. ii realise she neber dunchh lyke miee .. ii also dunchh noe y ii habb this kindd of feelings .. ii am too suspicious of everything ii guess .. ii once doubt that muhh best fren .. ii think ii treat them as best fren but dey dunchh treat miee as one .. when theyy needd miee dey call miee .. when theyy dunchh need miee le they jus dunchh care bout miee nn just talk within themselves .. nn ii still treat them as muhh best fren .. wadd kindd "best" frens r theyy .. now i dunchh noe wadd ish the meaning of best fren le .. i dunchh think i will make another best fren le .. i am in a dilema .. i dunchh noe wadd tuh do .. haiz ..